Tuesday, July 08, 2008
{ 5:22 AM }
i emoed in the morning. i started my day horribly and i shant say why. then when i reached school, i thought everything would be fine, but i'm so wrong. i didnt bring my pe t-shirt because i was damn tired to do pe and i couldnt find my pe t-shirt. because i was too lazy to really find it, i decided not to bring. oh wells, i have to do make up pe lesson on thursday. and guess what? i have to reach school by 6.45! and where do i stay? i dont even know catching the earliest bus will get me to school on time or not. what can i say? i tried to ask if i can do it in the afternoon instead, but she obviously didnt want me to go in the afternoon. OH WELLS. by that time, i was so overwhelmed with sadness and anger. i was "abandoned". i thought i should wait for you but when you finished, you just walked away. you left me standing there like some kind of a fool. it's the second time already. and then, you treat it as though nothing has happened. you didnt turn back at least to look for me. i'm not worth being you friend. when i sat down in the gallery for attendence taking, i finally broke down. i couldnt take it anymore. my screwed up day, my sucky results, my so called friend..i think my life is just so screwed up. i just cried and cried. then i sat in front of the toilet and looked at thendral and yinmei run. hahaas! poor me): after that we went canteen and sat there to talk. i was talking to thendral. talking talk talk, i suddenly cried again. but i dont know if i should laugh or cry, so i ended up laughing and crying. man..it felt so good to finally cry everything out. IT FEELS DARN GOOD(:(:(: in the end, the day continued quite smoothly. it ended quite well i could say. thank you thendral and yinmei for today! hahaas(:
